What do you do when you haven’t known what to draw for weeks
I think ever since leaving school and entering The Real World I’ve just been super paralyzed? Like after applying/getting rejected by a lot of studios it’s obvious that I need to get better at art! So I feel like I’ve internalized a while bunch of really bad stuff, like: everything has to be super high quality! Drawing for fun is a waste of time unless it’s somehow related to building a portfolio! I have to analyze and compare my art to other people in positions I’d like to apply for! Etc etc
And so when I sit down to draw, nothing’s good enough, and it’s frustrating and I give up
Working 35hrs a week on my feet hasn’t been great either
That last earthsea piece was rewarding to draw and I like how it came out but probably zero people have read the books and so have no reason to reblog it
